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I Won't Lie To You People

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 5, 2009, 12:05 AM
I won't kid myself and say I wasn't hurt by the reaction to my last piece of gift art. I had hoped it would have been something the person it was done for would have been really excited about.
But it seems I made the mistake of crossing the line with the lack of clothing it originally had.

This made me think twice about continuing with gift art. As I really don't wanna work so hard just to bother anyone else with my own version of what their characters are like in my own twisted and sometimes perverted eyes.

This is not to say I NEVER will, but just to be clear it might take me a while to regain my joy of doing random surprise art for people again.
I don't wanna have to fix something I worked so hard on and change it just to be told I have annoyed someone, or upset someone, or even disappointed anyone.

I do them for what they are called "gift" art.
At this point though I myself was a little upset to have said gift thrown back into my face and told they didn't like it, or the way I portrayed their characters.
It was kinda a let down.

But don't worry we both talked about it and that mistake won't ever happen again.
It was my fault for assuming everyone likes to be hot and sexay.
Noted...

  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Azzy Snoring
  • Reading: Not A Damn Thing
  • Watching: The Screensaver On Azzy's Comp
  • Playing: Some Random Tunes In My Head
  • Eating: Nothing, I'm Not Feeling Well
  • Drinking: Orange Soda

I Just Want Everything To Be OK......

Journal Entry: Sun May 24, 2009, 11:42 PM
SO I have this total douche bag who won't leave me the hell alone. Calling me names, whining that I won't take down certain pics of gift art I once did that he starred in WAY back in the day. Claiming I am breaking copyright to his fursona in my other gallery elsewhere.
I really think he needs to grow the hell up and stop being suck a f**king whining drama queen.
Now normally I am a nice person, I get along well with others, and I tend to try and make everyone happy.
But this person (not naming names cause well ZOMG I don't need that bitch fest on me).
This person is pushing me to the last limits. I don't bother him he shouldn't bother me, and if he doesn't like my artwork. STOP LOOKING AT IT and whimpering like a little bitch cause you can't deal with the fact that I left your ass after trying literally to KILL ME a few years ago.
Get over it, get a life, an leave me the HELL alone.

  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Azzy Typing
  • Reading: Nothing Special
  • Watching: Me Type Keys
  • Playing: The Don't Flip Out Game
  • Eating: Had Noms Before
  • Drinking: Sprite No Ice

Been Meaning To Share This With Everyone

Journal Entry: Thu May 14, 2009, 12:58 PM
I been meaning to tell this little story.

So I was going through my gallery and noticed that all the pics were bright ass colors with dark around it. I didn't really think about it much cause it's been the way I have always been.
I like bright colors and dark backgrounds (if any at all).

But then it hit me. Something not many people do know about me, is that I am half color blind. It's not that I can't see colors. But I can't see them in shades and tones. So it's been harder on me to use the toned down colors cause I can't see them well.
I couldn't tell you if I used dark blue, purple or black on some of my art. But it looks good. That's all I know.

It's been this way for may years and I am trying to train my eyes to notice the difference in the colors. It's usually tones too close like red orange and orange red. Or lime green and yellow green. Black and dark blue.

I used to have to buy crayons and colored pencils ONLY if they had the names of the colors on them. If they didn't I couldn't use them.
It has gotten better but I still feel like I am lacking a huge array of the spectrum in my work cause of it.
I tried different background colors which works rather well. Color wheels and swatches so I can see where the bar is. Little things to try and get around it. But I still notice the impairment in my works cause of it.

I will get by as I always did with it. But I wish I could do some really amazing coloring and shading. Just can't tell what I am doing sometimes.

Anyone have any suggestions?

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Eddie Merfing In His Cage
  • Reading: The Pillows
  • Watching: My Headache Get Worse
  • Playing: The Sleep Game
  • Eating: Had Cup O Noodles Before
  • Drinking: Fruit Punch

Stupid Question Thingy (just had to do it)

Fri May 8, 2009, 11:23 AM
I hate these....but when I am sick. I LOVE THEM!!

Last thing you spent more than 400 dollars on?
Prolly the move from CO to UT. Spent most of my tax return on it.

Where did the shirt you are currently wearing come from?
Birthday present from my parents. LOVE THEM!

Name something that was on your Christmas wish list:
Partial Fursuit, and commissions.

What color is your tooth brush?
Dark Blue and Green

Last restaurant you ate at?
The Old Spatting Factory

Last person you bought a birthday card for?
My GF's niece

What is your worst bad habit?
Smoking, drinking, picking my nose, and spitting.

Name a magazine you subscribe to?
None, but I used to subscribe to playboy.

Your favorite pizza toppings?
Extra cheese or Mushrooms.

Whose number were you looking up the last time you used a phone book?
I don't use a phone book I use teh net. But the last number I needed to look up on my address book was my Mom.

What is the last thing you cooked?
Microwave Pizza. But, in the oven...Chocolate Creme Pie

Name something you wouldn't want to buy used?
Clothes EVER.

What is the ugliest piece of furniture in your home?
The desk my GF's comp is on.

Last thing you bought and ended up returning?
Nothing, usually I keep everything I buy no matter what. Prolly though my laptop when it needed repairs (if that counts).

What perfume/cologne do you wear?
CK One.....or Fetish (if I can find it again)

Your favorite board game?
Life

Last board game you played?
I don't remember the name prolly Alhambra (ask Azzy she knows)

You're sad, who can cheer you up easily?
AZZY!!!!

What was the color of the bridesmaid dresses of the last wedding you went to?
Red

What house cleaning chore do you hate to do the most?
Cleaning the Bunny cage.

What is your favorite way to eat chicken?
Glazed chicken breast with a side salad.

What is the status of you and the last person who called you?
She's my mother...Love the woman ya know.

What do you wear to bed?
T-shirt most of the time.

Do you tend to make relationships complex?
Nope, I try mostly to have FUN.

Are you friends with all of your exes?
I try to be but some of them are f**kin douche bags and wanna pretend I don't exsist.

What is the last movie you watched?
Spirit Stallion of the Cimmeron.

What are you excited about?
Moving the hell out of here.

What's on your mind right now?
Can't wait for Azzy to get home to lay down and snuggle with.

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
I might be married, but mostly I hope I am HAPPILY married in 10 years.

Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?
In about 5 hours or less (she's at work).

Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
Sure as HELL hope so.

What were you doing at 8pm last night?
Getting home from work sick.

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Wwwhhhiiirrrrrrrrrr
  • Reading: Previous Posts Here
  • Watching: The Glow Of My Laptop Screen
  • Playing: Relax & Feel Better
  • Eating: I Just Had Pizza
  • Drinking: Just Had Orange Soda

Not Feeling So Hot

Thu May 7, 2009, 8:25 AM
So today I woke up and my nose was clogged an I was having some trouble breathing. I decided to lay back down but now my head hurts.
It might have a lot to do with my GF folks ripping up the carpet and using a fuck ton of cleaning supplies in the house.
I am really allergic to dust and mold. So I am sure that has something to do with it.
But if I am this sick, meh.

I been thinking about calling a co-worker to ask if they wanna cover my shift for the night. Although I lose hours that way. But tomorrow is my only day off before a HUGE 40 hour work week.
Plus I hate calling in sick.

I wish I could gather strength to draw right now.
To everyone expecting work from me, don't worry I got it all sketched out and ready to go.

To my commissioners....still waiting for you to respond.

To anyone else....HI!!

Gonna be opening commissions back up again very shortly. So if anyone wants one, just note or reply or however ya wanna do it.
My prices are located here:
[link]

I haven't decided on how many yet....prolly as many as I can get :p

Gonna put my head down and see about getting a little rest.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: My Clogged Sniffling Nose
  • Reading: Not A Damn Thing
  • Watching: My Monitor Blinding Me
  • Playing: Get Well NOW Game
  • Eating: Nothing At All
  • Drinking: Nothing Yet

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